i will never know what will happen in the future...
uncle just call mum..
telling her that grandpa sickness is getting more serious...
maybe he will leave us in any time...
he was in coma just now...
doctor had been called to the house...
but what can we do?
we have our own lifes to go on...
though we feel sad bout that...
uncle suggest that if grandpa need to be hospitalized again, maybe he will not send him in...
for not to see him suffer so much again...
it's so hurt in our heart when seeing him getting thinner and thinner ..
nothing else that we can do to save him...
maybe he just can't make it for few months more...
though he likes to watch football...
now..
he has no inerest with it...
just lying on the tilam and sleep...
he can't even speak properly to us...
suffer so much that we can't imagine...
always complain on the pain in his body...
he even can't sleep at night...must have someone to accompany him every night...
grandma sacrifice lot ...
dunno what else we can do..
ai....
maybe i will broke down if he leaves us...
i just love him so much...
n we all do love him very much...
we will just never get to see our funny grandpa again...
just hope that i can do something for him......
the fun that we used to have...
now is just the memory...
every time i see him in his sickness..
my eyes will getting wet...
but i can't cry in front my relatives..
i don't think they can stand it if i really cry out loud...
ai.....
what's the life for to be so ....
ai....................
what will going to happen then....
after today.......
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