huh.....
what a week......
frens......studies....
everything....
changed.......
frens driving apart......
always feel like losing something,....
but just dunno how to tell the feeling.....
tension starts whenever teachers start teaching.....
always wondering what's the meaning of the new terms which that teach....
i think i can understand....
but just couldn't get use to the changes of languages....
some frens r not in same class....
just couldn't get myself to new frens....like the past....
maybe it's just the timing problems....
huh.......
when will this buzy study life will finish....
maybe i 'm looking forward to it..
maybe just bcux i couldn't manage to lost any frens o things anymore....
huh.......
lately just found out that my some part of my memories has been wiped out of my brain....
oh god~!!!!
what am i supose to do....
mm...
maybe i will just need to turn my memories in words...
scare......
i'm scare my memories will just gone like that.....
no way!!!!
mmm...
need time to think bout it n manage.....

hurray!!! what a great holiday trip!!!

qin ask me whether i'm happy o not for the trip...
he said i was not enjoed at all...
n i was just very peace during the trip....
hehehe..
god!!!
sure it's happy!!!!
remember that day we go for snorkelling....then went to the marine park...
hahahahhah...
i was the first to jump into the sea from such height!!!
hahahah!!!!
such great feeling!!!
it's been a long time haven't feel like that!!!
hope to do it again!!!
dunno when i can get that courage again!!!
hahaha!!!
really wish to jump into mother earth again!!!
wow!!!!!
that trip....
i enjoyed myself alone under the sun.....
just me ....
lying under the sun....
maybe other thinks that i'm not happy...
but it's just that i like to be alone...
to enjoy the scnery.....enjoy the sun light....enjoy the sea....
enjoy everything round me!!!
sometimes just think that they r too noisy for me...
any way...
that's my first time go out with them last four days.....
first time feeling so peace in mind...
that's so many first time.....